Hey guys,
So this blog kinda goes out to someone specific so I hope they read it.
Okay this is about what happiness is and how to find it.
So basically life suck, people suck, everything sucks sometime or another right? Its important that as a person , you are able to find the happiness within yourself and not through someone else. And I personally have learned this the hard way. People will always leave. People will always change. The only thing that will ever remain constant in your life is yourself. You will always have yourself and you need to be able to have happiness when no one else is there. You need to find something you love to do ( that is good for yourself ) and do it. Fuck the haters and live your god damn life. And be happy. Just find what makes you happy that isn't from another person. Find what makes you happy from yourself. Everyone can be happy, or everyone can be sad. You have the authority to pick for yourself. No one else but you can pick that. No one.
Love always,
KJK
Monday, July 20, 2015
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Ouch **Language**
Hey guys,
So I don't even know what I'm blogging about tonight but I guess I'll figure it out on the way.
So I'm sitting here in bed with a sprained ankle and one earphone working and I'm kinda pissed off..
Do you ever just have those days when your so done with everyone and everything and no one understands why you're quiet so they just keep bugging you and bugging you and you just wanna hit someone and burst into tears.
Yeah that's me right today.
I'm tired as fuck and pissed off and everything sucks but I still have shit to do.
I'm always so busy and my entire body not only is physically tired but emotionally. I literally have rehearsal from 10 AM to 9PM and I'm just so tired.
I know what you're thinking...
"Maybe you should back off a little, maybe you're doing too much"
But that's the thing. Whenever someone says that I get super pissed and I have no fucking idea why. I'm just so passionate about what I do I can never get too much of it. But let me tell you my body can. My back, neck, and feet are killing me.
I just want a massage please.
So that's kinda all, I guess tonight was just a rant.
Love always
KJK
So I don't even know what I'm blogging about tonight but I guess I'll figure it out on the way.
So I'm sitting here in bed with a sprained ankle and one earphone working and I'm kinda pissed off..
Do you ever just have those days when your so done with everyone and everything and no one understands why you're quiet so they just keep bugging you and bugging you and you just wanna hit someone and burst into tears.
Yeah that's me right today.
I'm tired as fuck and pissed off and everything sucks but I still have shit to do.
I'm always so busy and my entire body not only is physically tired but emotionally. I literally have rehearsal from 10 AM to 9PM and I'm just so tired.
I know what you're thinking...
"Maybe you should back off a little, maybe you're doing too much"
But that's the thing. Whenever someone says that I get super pissed and I have no fucking idea why. I'm just so passionate about what I do I can never get too much of it. But let me tell you my body can. My back, neck, and feet are killing me.
I just want a massage please.
So that's kinda all, I guess tonight was just a rant.
Love always
KJK
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Singing Along
Hey guys,
So this blog is going to be very... I don't even know what
Anyway here goes
Okay so what I've found is loosing someone or something is like not listening to a song for a while. You fully remember the lyrics to the song for the longest time and believe you will never forget them. And one day you stop listening to that song only to find you miss it and crave the lyrics. So you listen to the song. Forgetting the second verse. Then you take another break from the song, this time for a longer time. Then a month later you listen to the song only remembering the chorus. Then another couple months pass and you find yourself missing the lyrics and what they meant to you. But as you listen to this song that you have forever loved you find they no longer mean anything to you. So you continue on, with a bittersweet feeling of knowing that phase in your life is over.
So yeah
The moral of that is that, people change and you change as you grow up and you find people becoming immature. Its not you're fault and it not theirs. Its just so happen that you grew tired and weary of the lyrics. You no longer connect to that song. It just means you'll find another song you love more.
Love always
KJK
So this blog is going to be very... I don't even know what
Anyway here goes
Okay so what I've found is loosing someone or something is like not listening to a song for a while. You fully remember the lyrics to the song for the longest time and believe you will never forget them. And one day you stop listening to that song only to find you miss it and crave the lyrics. So you listen to the song. Forgetting the second verse. Then you take another break from the song, this time for a longer time. Then a month later you listen to the song only remembering the chorus. Then another couple months pass and you find yourself missing the lyrics and what they meant to you. But as you listen to this song that you have forever loved you find they no longer mean anything to you. So you continue on, with a bittersweet feeling of knowing that phase in your life is over.
So yeah
The moral of that is that, people change and you change as you grow up and you find people becoming immature. Its not you're fault and it not theirs. Its just so happen that you grew tired and weary of the lyrics. You no longer connect to that song. It just means you'll find another song you love more.
Love always
KJK
Sunday, July 5, 2015
How long's it been? ! .
Hey guys,
I haven't posted in forever, I've been super busy with my shows and the such.
Anyway
Have you guys ever just completely felt everything kinda falling back into place and in a good way. And its kinda scary because you now have a lot to loose. And you have a bunch of good friends and and its kind of weird because you're so used to loosing people not gaining them and so you're just super scared that everything you have going is just going to crumble right in front of you, but at the same time you know you cant go through life like that.
well that's sad
on an high note
Today was a great day.
I hung out with my best friend and her boyfriend(?) aAnd so yeah that was great, except they made a huge mess that I had to clean up.
Tomorrow starts rehearsal again.
But I do have half days till Wednesday.
Happy late 4th of July
God bless our country and those who fight to keep it this way. ( thinking of you Tyler always)
Love always
kjk
I haven't posted in forever, I've been super busy with my shows and the such.
Anyway
Have you guys ever just completely felt everything kinda falling back into place and in a good way. And its kinda scary because you now have a lot to loose. And you have a bunch of good friends and and its kind of weird because you're so used to loosing people not gaining them and so you're just super scared that everything you have going is just going to crumble right in front of you, but at the same time you know you cant go through life like that.
well that's sad
on an high note
Today was a great day.
I hung out with my best friend and her boyfriend(?) aAnd so yeah that was great, except they made a huge mess that I had to clean up.
Tomorrow starts rehearsal again.
But I do have half days till Wednesday.
Happy late 4th of July
God bless our country and those who fight to keep it this way. ( thinking of you Tyler always)
Love always
kjk
Monday, June 22, 2015
Stressing for days
Hey guys,
This blog has two subjects and some adultish content so bear with me.
1.) So you knows the saying "when it rains it pours". Yeah that about me now. But there's something I've realized though this.
Sometimes something really bad has to happen to let something good happen. Like for instance breaking your phone, you break it but sometimes that just gives your parents a reason to give you an upgrade.
Sometimes whats worst may seem terrible at the time but may end up being whats best.
2.) Okay am I the only person who keeps seeing little ways they are growing up and it starts to get damn scary, and the people you thought would be friends with forever or would at least never hate you. And they end up doing just that. And its just more proof of the fact you just don't want to believe. That you and everyone else around you is growing up.
And its just even the little things
Like the way things can turn you on, for instance kissing. Lets just say someone is a good kisser, and that turns you on. And you start to worry, does he want to do something more? Do you? And its even just the way this world is made. Girls are basically told from day one that guys are suppose to make decisions. He's suppose to be older,taller, he should pay, he should drive, ect. But why?
It just makes me feel super alone in a world where teenage girls are giving away their virginity, and whats worse, most guys expect it.
So where do the girls go when they don't actually want to. They have to be blessed to have a boyfriend who isn't going to pressure them into anything And it's not even that the boys want to, everyone does, everyone. But you have to be smart enough to think "is it even worth it with this person and time in my life". So many factors have to come into play with, who you're with and how old you are and all this shit. But to me (this is my opinion) if you're not married you just shouldn't have sex. It's not that you shouldn't talk to your partner about it, everyone needs to talk about it and express their opinion, its a two person decision. But to me you should only do it with whom you marry, you should be doing it with someone you love am I wrong?
Its the way this world is shaped that is scaring me, I want to move to NYC when I am 18 and I'm 15 and this is something that stresses me in a suburban community.
Do normal people stress about this? Or just me?
Anyway that's all. Damn this one was long
#sorrynotsorry
Love always,
KJK
This blog has two subjects and some adultish content so bear with me.
1.) So you knows the saying "when it rains it pours". Yeah that about me now. But there's something I've realized though this.
Sometimes something really bad has to happen to let something good happen. Like for instance breaking your phone, you break it but sometimes that just gives your parents a reason to give you an upgrade.
Sometimes whats worst may seem terrible at the time but may end up being whats best.
2.) Okay am I the only person who keeps seeing little ways they are growing up and it starts to get damn scary, and the people you thought would be friends with forever or would at least never hate you. And they end up doing just that. And its just more proof of the fact you just don't want to believe. That you and everyone else around you is growing up.
And its just even the little things
Like the way things can turn you on, for instance kissing. Lets just say someone is a good kisser, and that turns you on. And you start to worry, does he want to do something more? Do you? And its even just the way this world is made. Girls are basically told from day one that guys are suppose to make decisions. He's suppose to be older,taller, he should pay, he should drive, ect. But why?
It just makes me feel super alone in a world where teenage girls are giving away their virginity, and whats worse, most guys expect it.
So where do the girls go when they don't actually want to. They have to be blessed to have a boyfriend who isn't going to pressure them into anything And it's not even that the boys want to, everyone does, everyone. But you have to be smart enough to think "is it even worth it with this person and time in my life". So many factors have to come into play with, who you're with and how old you are and all this shit. But to me (this is my opinion) if you're not married you just shouldn't have sex. It's not that you shouldn't talk to your partner about it, everyone needs to talk about it and express their opinion, its a two person decision. But to me you should only do it with whom you marry, you should be doing it with someone you love am I wrong?
Its the way this world is shaped that is scaring me, I want to move to NYC when I am 18 and I'm 15 and this is something that stresses me in a suburban community.
Do normal people stress about this? Or just me?
Anyway that's all. Damn this one was long
#sorrynotsorry
Love always,
KJK
Sunday, June 21, 2015
Uhm, Love?
Hey guys,
This post is going to be about loving someone and being in love. I would like to point out however that loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things. This is about loving someone AND being in love.
So something I've noticed is sometimes the people you love most may hurt you the most. But at the end of the day you two just got to hug it out because the truth of the matter is you love them so much. They make you who you are today, they make you happy, they make you laugh and smile. Sometimes people get mad and drive off, sometimes they aren't going to chase you when you run away. This ISN'T a movie, no prince charming is going to come sweep you off your feet.
Being in love is like reading a book, it's kind of stupid. like you're staring at a piece of paper with words on it. And to some people its as stupid as can be like its just some ink on a paper. But when you find that one book, that one book that speaks to you and can make you cry and laugh at the same time.. its something special. It's something beautiful no matter how ripped the pages are or how someone else sees the book. To you it will always be beautiful.
Some people however just cant seem to see beauty when its present. And that makes me so very sad, that someone may have the best person in their life and they are just too blind sided to see it. And then they can loose that beauty forever. Never take someone or something for granted because it can always be worse, realize what and who you have and be grateful because it may be the best thing you ever have .
Well that's all, excuse all the mushy but that's kind of what this blog is turning out to be.
Love always,
KJK
This post is going to be about loving someone and being in love. I would like to point out however that loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things. This is about loving someone AND being in love.
So something I've noticed is sometimes the people you love most may hurt you the most. But at the end of the day you two just got to hug it out because the truth of the matter is you love them so much. They make you who you are today, they make you happy, they make you laugh and smile. Sometimes people get mad and drive off, sometimes they aren't going to chase you when you run away. This ISN'T a movie, no prince charming is going to come sweep you off your feet.
Being in love is like reading a book, it's kind of stupid. like you're staring at a piece of paper with words on it. And to some people its as stupid as can be like its just some ink on a paper. But when you find that one book, that one book that speaks to you and can make you cry and laugh at the same time.. its something special. It's something beautiful no matter how ripped the pages are or how someone else sees the book. To you it will always be beautiful.
Some people however just cant seem to see beauty when its present. And that makes me so very sad, that someone may have the best person in their life and they are just too blind sided to see it. And then they can loose that beauty forever. Never take someone or something for granted because it can always be worse, realize what and who you have and be grateful because it may be the best thing you ever have .
Well that's all, excuse all the mushy but that's kind of what this blog is turning out to be.
Love always,
KJK
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Growing Up
Hey guys,
So tonight's post is going to kinda be a rant so bear with me.
So you know how like growing up your parents teach you things and you've grown up with certain beliefs and things you've been taught are right and wrong. But then once you get to high school and your late teen years you start to realize a lot of things. Like there have been so many things you've been taught within church or at home that you actually don't really want to stand for.
ALSO
Another thing I've realized is that everything you do can and will follow you throughout your life. Every choice you make leads you down a path. And you also have to start making hard decisions. And if that is what college to apply for or peer pressure, or even who to keep in your life and who needs to go. Also the biggest decision to make you realize is you decide if your going to be happy or sad, and only you can choose that.
SECONDLY
I've realized no matter what you decide to do, at least one person is going to judge you. And that's okay. Not everyone is going to like how you dress or who you like. But the people who matter won't give a shit. NOTHING YOU DO will every make everyone happy, but if your happy...that's what matters.
LASTLY
YOU CAN LIKE WHOEVER OR WHATEVER YOU WANT. If you like a guy/girl who doesn't meet the "requirements" you made a while ago, but this guy/girl makes you happy then do whatever you freaking want. You need to hang around people who make you happy about who you are and don't judge what you stand for. I mean not everyone is going to have the same opinions as you, but if they don't make you feel bad about it that's what matters. If they stand by you, freaking marry them if that's what you wanna do.
That's all I had to say tonight.
Love always,
KJK
So tonight's post is going to kinda be a rant so bear with me.
So you know how like growing up your parents teach you things and you've grown up with certain beliefs and things you've been taught are right and wrong. But then once you get to high school and your late teen years you start to realize a lot of things. Like there have been so many things you've been taught within church or at home that you actually don't really want to stand for.
ALSO
Another thing I've realized is that everything you do can and will follow you throughout your life. Every choice you make leads you down a path. And you also have to start making hard decisions. And if that is what college to apply for or peer pressure, or even who to keep in your life and who needs to go. Also the biggest decision to make you realize is you decide if your going to be happy or sad, and only you can choose that.
SECONDLY
I've realized no matter what you decide to do, at least one person is going to judge you. And that's okay. Not everyone is going to like how you dress or who you like. But the people who matter won't give a shit. NOTHING YOU DO will every make everyone happy, but if your happy...that's what matters.
LASTLY
YOU CAN LIKE WHOEVER OR WHATEVER YOU WANT. If you like a guy/girl who doesn't meet the "requirements" you made a while ago, but this guy/girl makes you happy then do whatever you freaking want. You need to hang around people who make you happy about who you are and don't judge what you stand for. I mean not everyone is going to have the same opinions as you, but if they don't make you feel bad about it that's what matters. If they stand by you, freaking marry them if that's what you wanna do.
That's all I had to say tonight.
Love always,
KJK
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