Hey guys,
This blog has two subjects and some adultish content so bear with me.
1.) So you knows the saying "when it rains it pours". Yeah that about me now. But there's something I've realized though this.
Sometimes something really bad has to happen to let something good happen. Like for instance breaking your phone, you break it but sometimes that just gives your parents a reason to give you an upgrade.
Sometimes whats worst may seem terrible at the time but may end up being whats best.
2.) Okay am I the only person who keeps seeing little ways they are growing up and it starts to get damn scary, and the people you thought would be friends with forever or would at least never hate you. And they end up doing just that. And its just more proof of the fact you just don't want to believe. That you and everyone else around you is growing up.
And its just even the little things
Like the way things can turn you on, for instance kissing. Lets just say someone is a good kisser, and that turns you on. And you start to worry, does he want to do something more? Do you? And its even just the way this world is made. Girls are basically told from day one that guys are suppose to make decisions. He's suppose to be older,taller, he should pay, he should drive, ect. But why?
It just makes me feel super alone in a world where teenage girls are giving away their virginity, and whats worse, most guys expect it.
So where do the girls go when they don't actually want to. They have to be blessed to have a boyfriend who isn't going to pressure them into anything And it's not even that the boys want to, everyone does, everyone. But you have to be smart enough to think "is it even worth it with this person and time in my life". So many factors have to come into play with, who you're with and how old you are and all this shit. But to me (this is my opinion) if you're not married you just shouldn't have sex. It's not that you shouldn't talk to your partner about it, everyone needs to talk about it and express their opinion, its a two person decision. But to me you should only do it with whom you marry, you should be doing it with someone you love am I wrong?
Its the way this world is shaped that is scaring me, I want to move to NYC when I am 18 and I'm 15 and this is something that stresses me in a suburban community.
Do normal people stress about this? Or just me?
Anyway that's all. Damn this one was long
#sorrynotsorry
Love always,
KJK
Monday, June 22, 2015
Sunday, June 21, 2015
Uhm, Love?
Hey guys,
This post is going to be about loving someone and being in love. I would like to point out however that loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things. This is about loving someone AND being in love.
So something I've noticed is sometimes the people you love most may hurt you the most. But at the end of the day you two just got to hug it out because the truth of the matter is you love them so much. They make you who you are today, they make you happy, they make you laugh and smile. Sometimes people get mad and drive off, sometimes they aren't going to chase you when you run away. This ISN'T a movie, no prince charming is going to come sweep you off your feet.
Being in love is like reading a book, it's kind of stupid. like you're staring at a piece of paper with words on it. And to some people its as stupid as can be like its just some ink on a paper. But when you find that one book, that one book that speaks to you and can make you cry and laugh at the same time.. its something special. It's something beautiful no matter how ripped the pages are or how someone else sees the book. To you it will always be beautiful.
Some people however just cant seem to see beauty when its present. And that makes me so very sad, that someone may have the best person in their life and they are just too blind sided to see it. And then they can loose that beauty forever. Never take someone or something for granted because it can always be worse, realize what and who you have and be grateful because it may be the best thing you ever have .
Well that's all, excuse all the mushy but that's kind of what this blog is turning out to be.
Love always,
KJK
This post is going to be about loving someone and being in love. I would like to point out however that loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things. This is about loving someone AND being in love.
So something I've noticed is sometimes the people you love most may hurt you the most. But at the end of the day you two just got to hug it out because the truth of the matter is you love them so much. They make you who you are today, they make you happy, they make you laugh and smile. Sometimes people get mad and drive off, sometimes they aren't going to chase you when you run away. This ISN'T a movie, no prince charming is going to come sweep you off your feet.
Being in love is like reading a book, it's kind of stupid. like you're staring at a piece of paper with words on it. And to some people its as stupid as can be like its just some ink on a paper. But when you find that one book, that one book that speaks to you and can make you cry and laugh at the same time.. its something special. It's something beautiful no matter how ripped the pages are or how someone else sees the book. To you it will always be beautiful.
Some people however just cant seem to see beauty when its present. And that makes me so very sad, that someone may have the best person in their life and they are just too blind sided to see it. And then they can loose that beauty forever. Never take someone or something for granted because it can always be worse, realize what and who you have and be grateful because it may be the best thing you ever have .
Well that's all, excuse all the mushy but that's kind of what this blog is turning out to be.
Love always,
KJK
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Growing Up
Hey guys,
So tonight's post is going to kinda be a rant so bear with me.
So you know how like growing up your parents teach you things and you've grown up with certain beliefs and things you've been taught are right and wrong. But then once you get to high school and your late teen years you start to realize a lot of things. Like there have been so many things you've been taught within church or at home that you actually don't really want to stand for.
ALSO
Another thing I've realized is that everything you do can and will follow you throughout your life. Every choice you make leads you down a path. And you also have to start making hard decisions. And if that is what college to apply for or peer pressure, or even who to keep in your life and who needs to go. Also the biggest decision to make you realize is you decide if your going to be happy or sad, and only you can choose that.
SECONDLY
I've realized no matter what you decide to do, at least one person is going to judge you. And that's okay. Not everyone is going to like how you dress or who you like. But the people who matter won't give a shit. NOTHING YOU DO will every make everyone happy, but if your happy...that's what matters.
LASTLY
YOU CAN LIKE WHOEVER OR WHATEVER YOU WANT. If you like a guy/girl who doesn't meet the "requirements" you made a while ago, but this guy/girl makes you happy then do whatever you freaking want. You need to hang around people who make you happy about who you are and don't judge what you stand for. I mean not everyone is going to have the same opinions as you, but if they don't make you feel bad about it that's what matters. If they stand by you, freaking marry them if that's what you wanna do.
That's all I had to say tonight.
Love always,
KJK
So tonight's post is going to kinda be a rant so bear with me.
So you know how like growing up your parents teach you things and you've grown up with certain beliefs and things you've been taught are right and wrong. But then once you get to high school and your late teen years you start to realize a lot of things. Like there have been so many things you've been taught within church or at home that you actually don't really want to stand for.
ALSO
Another thing I've realized is that everything you do can and will follow you throughout your life. Every choice you make leads you down a path. And you also have to start making hard decisions. And if that is what college to apply for or peer pressure, or even who to keep in your life and who needs to go. Also the biggest decision to make you realize is you decide if your going to be happy or sad, and only you can choose that.
SECONDLY
I've realized no matter what you decide to do, at least one person is going to judge you. And that's okay. Not everyone is going to like how you dress or who you like. But the people who matter won't give a shit. NOTHING YOU DO will every make everyone happy, but if your happy...that's what matters.
LASTLY
YOU CAN LIKE WHOEVER OR WHATEVER YOU WANT. If you like a guy/girl who doesn't meet the "requirements" you made a while ago, but this guy/girl makes you happy then do whatever you freaking want. You need to hang around people who make you happy about who you are and don't judge what you stand for. I mean not everyone is going to have the same opinions as you, but if they don't make you feel bad about it that's what matters. If they stand by you, freaking marry them if that's what you wanna do.
That's all I had to say tonight.
Love always,
KJK
10 things
Hey guys,
So lately I've been having nightmares every night. And I was talking about it last night around my best friend, she actually gave some super advice I honestly haven't even thought about.
It kind of reminds me of the 8 impossible things from Alice In Wonderland (if you've seen the new one)
IF you haven't seen it... go watch it, I loved that movie it was amazing.
ANYWAY
Basically the 10 things is what you think about right before you go to bed, and by the time your done thinking them you'll be asleep. Its 10 things you love to do or people you love to be around or even things you like to look at. Just 10 things that make you happy.
I've put my 10 things below.
I just wanted to share this because for me it actually helped and you know sometimes your day to day life an follow you even into your dreams. And if your day to day life is, lets say, not all that good, I feel like this can not only help getting those nightmares away, but reminds you at the end of the day of all the things you have to be grateful for, no matter how big or small they are. And that's something everyone should be able to end of the day with no matter how good or bad their day was, 10 things you have in your life you feel you have been blessed being given.
Love always,
KJK
So lately I've been having nightmares every night. And I was talking about it last night around my best friend, she actually gave some super advice I honestly haven't even thought about.
It kind of reminds me of the 8 impossible things from Alice In Wonderland (if you've seen the new one)
IF you haven't seen it... go watch it, I loved that movie it was amazing.
ANYWAY
Basically the 10 things is what you think about right before you go to bed, and by the time your done thinking them you'll be asleep. Its 10 things you love to do or people you love to be around or even things you like to look at. Just 10 things that make you happy.
I've put my 10 things below.
- My best friend Marissa
- Being onstage.
- Singing.
- Doctor who.
- Being passionate about something
- Dancing
- Christmas lights.
- My best friend Hannah
- Painting.
- Looking at the stars.
I just wanted to share this because for me it actually helped and you know sometimes your day to day life an follow you even into your dreams. And if your day to day life is, lets say, not all that good, I feel like this can not only help getting those nightmares away, but reminds you at the end of the day of all the things you have to be grateful for, no matter how big or small they are. And that's something everyone should be able to end of the day with no matter how good or bad their day was, 10 things you have in your life you feel you have been blessed being given.
Love always,
KJK
Friday, June 19, 2015
What even is a blog
Hey guys,
This is my second blog thing. I deleted that one because it got to become a theme I didn't like. I've always kept a journal and I think a blog is kinda like that... except public...ANYWAY I don't even know what my blog is even going to be about, I don't really have a theme but I mean whatever. It's kinda just going to be me and my thoughts and yeah.
To start off, I figured I'd give some of my opinions on life and just kinda some facts on who I am. And its probably things I will touch on more in depth later.
- I support homosexuality, love is love in my eyes. I don't understand why guys (mostly) think saying someone is gay is an insult. Gay means happy, and if that's a problem that's on you.
- I do believe that everything happens for a reason. There are things that crushed me a while ago but now they have led me to so many other great things. Whether that's a break up or a part I didn't get in a show (I do musical theatre and yes, it is what I want to be when I get older)
- I think "I love you" and "I'm in love with you" are two COMPLETELY different things. I may love chocolate but I'm not in love with it.
- I don't like having a lot of friends I don't see the point in it. I have about 5 good close friends who mean the world to me.
- Sometimes I refer to people as my brother or sister if I'm really close to them. Overall, in blood, I have one brother. He is autistic.
- Because of what I just said in the point above, I do not believe family ends in blood.
That's all the facts I have right now.
Oh actually one more.
- I do believe in God and I am a Christian.
Now that's it.
But here's something I'm going to end my first blog post with.
Someone once told me that we have a box in our souls that contains all the love we can give out to people. And we choose who we give it out to and how to give it out. The best people give all their love out and have none left for themselves. And that in itself is the biggest problem, I believe in this world. You have to be able to love yourself before you can truly love someone else. You will always come first, not anyone else. Because you can talk to someone on the phone for hours but who is there when they hang up. Only yourself.
Love always,
KJK
But here's something I'm going to end my first blog post with.
Someone once told me that we have a box in our souls that contains all the love we can give out to people. And we choose who we give it out to and how to give it out. The best people give all their love out and have none left for themselves. And that in itself is the biggest problem, I believe in this world. You have to be able to love yourself before you can truly love someone else. You will always come first, not anyone else. Because you can talk to someone on the phone for hours but who is there when they hang up. Only yourself.
Love always,
KJK
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