Hey guys,
So this blog kinda goes out to someone specific so I hope they read it.
Okay this is about what happiness is and how to find it.
So basically life suck, people suck, everything sucks sometime or another right? Its important that as a person , you are able to find the happiness within yourself and not through someone else. And I personally have learned this the hard way. People will always leave. People will always change. The only thing that will ever remain constant in your life is yourself. You will always have yourself and you need to be able to have happiness when no one else is there. You need to find something you love to do ( that is good for yourself ) and do it. Fuck the haters and live your god damn life. And be happy. Just find what makes you happy that isn't from another person. Find what makes you happy from yourself. Everyone can be happy, or everyone can be sad. You have the authority to pick for yourself. No one else but you can pick that. No one.
Love always,
KJK
Monday, July 20, 2015
Wednesday, July 8, 2015
Ouch **Language**
Hey guys,
So I don't even know what I'm blogging about tonight but I guess I'll figure it out on the way.
So I'm sitting here in bed with a sprained ankle and one earphone working and I'm kinda pissed off..
Do you ever just have those days when your so done with everyone and everything and no one understands why you're quiet so they just keep bugging you and bugging you and you just wanna hit someone and burst into tears.
Yeah that's me right today.
I'm tired as fuck and pissed off and everything sucks but I still have shit to do.
I'm always so busy and my entire body not only is physically tired but emotionally. I literally have rehearsal from 10 AM to 9PM and I'm just so tired.
I know what you're thinking...
"Maybe you should back off a little, maybe you're doing too much"
But that's the thing. Whenever someone says that I get super pissed and I have no fucking idea why. I'm just so passionate about what I do I can never get too much of it. But let me tell you my body can. My back, neck, and feet are killing me.
I just want a massage please.
So that's kinda all, I guess tonight was just a rant.
Love always
KJK
So I don't even know what I'm blogging about tonight but I guess I'll figure it out on the way.
So I'm sitting here in bed with a sprained ankle and one earphone working and I'm kinda pissed off..
Do you ever just have those days when your so done with everyone and everything and no one understands why you're quiet so they just keep bugging you and bugging you and you just wanna hit someone and burst into tears.
Yeah that's me right today.
I'm tired as fuck and pissed off and everything sucks but I still have shit to do.
I'm always so busy and my entire body not only is physically tired but emotionally. I literally have rehearsal from 10 AM to 9PM and I'm just so tired.
I know what you're thinking...
"Maybe you should back off a little, maybe you're doing too much"
But that's the thing. Whenever someone says that I get super pissed and I have no fucking idea why. I'm just so passionate about what I do I can never get too much of it. But let me tell you my body can. My back, neck, and feet are killing me.
I just want a massage please.
So that's kinda all, I guess tonight was just a rant.
Love always
KJK
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Singing Along
Hey guys,
So this blog is going to be very... I don't even know what
Anyway here goes
Okay so what I've found is loosing someone or something is like not listening to a song for a while. You fully remember the lyrics to the song for the longest time and believe you will never forget them. And one day you stop listening to that song only to find you miss it and crave the lyrics. So you listen to the song. Forgetting the second verse. Then you take another break from the song, this time for a longer time. Then a month later you listen to the song only remembering the chorus. Then another couple months pass and you find yourself missing the lyrics and what they meant to you. But as you listen to this song that you have forever loved you find they no longer mean anything to you. So you continue on, with a bittersweet feeling of knowing that phase in your life is over.
So yeah
The moral of that is that, people change and you change as you grow up and you find people becoming immature. Its not you're fault and it not theirs. Its just so happen that you grew tired and weary of the lyrics. You no longer connect to that song. It just means you'll find another song you love more.
Love always
KJK
So this blog is going to be very... I don't even know what
Anyway here goes
Okay so what I've found is loosing someone or something is like not listening to a song for a while. You fully remember the lyrics to the song for the longest time and believe you will never forget them. And one day you stop listening to that song only to find you miss it and crave the lyrics. So you listen to the song. Forgetting the second verse. Then you take another break from the song, this time for a longer time. Then a month later you listen to the song only remembering the chorus. Then another couple months pass and you find yourself missing the lyrics and what they meant to you. But as you listen to this song that you have forever loved you find they no longer mean anything to you. So you continue on, with a bittersweet feeling of knowing that phase in your life is over.
So yeah
The moral of that is that, people change and you change as you grow up and you find people becoming immature. Its not you're fault and it not theirs. Its just so happen that you grew tired and weary of the lyrics. You no longer connect to that song. It just means you'll find another song you love more.
Love always
KJK
Sunday, July 5, 2015
How long's it been? ! .
Hey guys,
I haven't posted in forever, I've been super busy with my shows and the such.
Anyway
Have you guys ever just completely felt everything kinda falling back into place and in a good way. And its kinda scary because you now have a lot to loose. And you have a bunch of good friends and and its kind of weird because you're so used to loosing people not gaining them and so you're just super scared that everything you have going is just going to crumble right in front of you, but at the same time you know you cant go through life like that.
well that's sad
on an high note
Today was a great day.
I hung out with my best friend and her boyfriend(?) aAnd so yeah that was great, except they made a huge mess that I had to clean up.
Tomorrow starts rehearsal again.
But I do have half days till Wednesday.
Happy late 4th of July
God bless our country and those who fight to keep it this way. ( thinking of you Tyler always)
Love always
kjk
I haven't posted in forever, I've been super busy with my shows and the such.
Anyway
Have you guys ever just completely felt everything kinda falling back into place and in a good way. And its kinda scary because you now have a lot to loose. And you have a bunch of good friends and and its kind of weird because you're so used to loosing people not gaining them and so you're just super scared that everything you have going is just going to crumble right in front of you, but at the same time you know you cant go through life like that.
well that's sad
on an high note
Today was a great day.
I hung out with my best friend and her boyfriend(?) aAnd so yeah that was great, except they made a huge mess that I had to clean up.
Tomorrow starts rehearsal again.
But I do have half days till Wednesday.
Happy late 4th of July
God bless our country and those who fight to keep it this way. ( thinking of you Tyler always)
Love always
kjk
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